Better not talk about that too much, anyway i was lucky to kenna the same instructor as my previous lesson, this malay guy who knows 1 of my collegues and is quite slacky...which i like...but i oni completed 1.5 lesson today...instead of the maximum 2...did lesson 15 & 16, left turn, filter lane and speed control...i haf to continue wif topic 16 tmr...think cos he said i was going at 60km/h at a road where the speed limit is 50km/h...but i was keeping my eyes at the speedometer and i didn't see myself cross 50km/h at all leh... =\

Hai...i damn sian...totally no mood...not becos of driving, becos of attachment work...and BGR stuff...i today left work at 1.30pm liddat...secretly again, worried...cos last week my supervisor kenna fucked by GM as the GM recieved news tat me and my other attachment fren were unseen during the afternoon...hopefully will be fine...cos this week is the last week the staffs have training, nxt week onwards they will always be in the company le..so it means tis week is oso my last week to skip skip skip...haha..

So in the end, me and chantel walked awhile in wisma...den later went on to scotts...we ate yami yoghurts...den later on she said she wanted to go Blush! visit her ex-collegues...i followed...saw Zin Mar, her best fren...they started chatting and chatting, i listened...i thought she would leave in awhile...but ended up she stayed there all the way till 6pm...when Andy & Serene arrived in Orchard...so what did i do? i sat inside blush!...all this while...well not really the whole time, i went out for like 15mins to buy some snacks as im hungry...Chantel didn't seem to bother about me...i thought she was suppose to spend the day with me, end up like im accompanying her to Blush! to visit her collegues...oh well, that's the way she is...taitai material mah...

After meeting Andy & Serene, we went to collect the tickets for The Eye 10...7.30pm Lido Cineplex...we took our dinner at Lido...Serene ate Long John's, Andy ate Mac, Chantel ate KFC and i ate Pizza Hut's Lasagne...multi-fast food huh...after that we went over to far east to snap some photos...well, not bad, some photos were quite well taken but were badly decorated by the 2 gals...putting funny things all over our faces...ha...

I was invited to her house...met her parents...nice family...and hamsters =)  really like her cute father...very retarded at times...haha...after that we went over to suling's place and chatted, blah blah blah...jus slacking around in her room...(dun think too far, jus plain chatting)...i was rather quiet at first cos wasn't really comfortable speaking in mandarin and i also duno wad they talking abt cos they were talking abt their frens and stuffs in the past...den we ordered pizza hut...yummy...later on, their so called "kor" came over...qing shui...he was also chantel's ex...

He arrived about 9.30pm and was really close with them...i see them tickling and playing about, i was really quiet the whole while...felt really uncomfortable seeing chantel playing so happily with him...*jealous* yeah..was jealous..but anyway, we left at 11pm and he drove me to khatib mrt where i took a cab home...he didn't send chantel straight home, i duno where they went after that...

Chantel sensed that i wasn't really happy...she msged me asking me if i was ok...she brought me there to show me how she actually behaves with her buddies...she also said he's not the closest...there are other guys that she behaves even closer with...i seriously doubt i can withstand this kinda treatment...especially with the huge number of guys around chantel...but tats the way she is...i'm jus too sensitive...maybe cos i dun behave like that...

I'm lost...i'm afraid if we end up together, and she often goes out with her buddies and stuff, i'll get angry and quarrel...hai...wad can i do...wad can i do...move on? its not easy...i'm in love with her...

First to update abt my life now...

I've finished my studies at NYP...yeah...studies finished...not really graduated yet...but well..no more lectures and tutorials and projects!...and most importantly TESTS & EXAMS!!!!... =D

I'm into my 5th week of attachment liao...attached to Pratt & Whitney Services Pte Ltd...located at Loyang Industrial Park...They are the leaders in producing and servicing some of the best commercial and military aircraft engines...it may sound confisticated but i'm only doing simply office work here...most of the time just making labels or preparing notice boards...but these notice boards are huge and there are many of them...u can poke the pins until finger pain pain...haha...

Working hours are 7.45am till 5.03pm...duno y the extra 3mins...the company provides bus transport to several towns...so tats good...

I'm still working in Adidas...now into my 7th month in adidas le...but i'm onli working on weekends, sometimes onli once a weekend...usually stationed in Suntec & Bugis now...

I recently just enrolled in SSDC as well...my father sponsored me to take driving when i asked him to use transfer my money frm the joint-account to my personal account as i wanted to learn driving...thanks dad! but i'm still far lah...compared with some of my frens who have already started driving...today is my 1st practical lesson only...tmr will be basic theory test...hope i can get my license b4 i enter NS...

Oh yeah...abt NS...i should be going in around June...i should be going into Commandos...since i was given the letter for commando vocational assignment...i also duno whether good or bad...jus look on the bright side bah...will have nice nice body when i come out! =D~

Ya...tats abt what i'm doing now, weekdays; morning, noon, attachment, nite, SSDC...weekends working at adidas...so u can imagine how tied up i am...almost no time to pei my gf...but luckily she's understanding...i will meet her in sch for dinner b4 i go SSDC...and sometimes she will stay over at my hse or visit me when i'm working at adidas...

i was so nervous...hehe...can't wait to go enjoy myself at chinablack tmr...i wanna dance!!!

Still duno wanna do wat on xmas eve leh.................................

Thats all lah...tonite going clubbing at China Black with my bros...lynette might be coming along...den tmr working frm 11am till OT 11pm at Centrepoint...sian...wish i can pass time easily tmr...